And yet

you still support the Bloggernacle, Jonathan.  It seems your self awareness only covers groups you no longer belong to.  Should I list the number of bloggernacle types who fit your description of  "internal critiques BYU and the church from people who subsequently moved to a position of external critique." *cough*Kaimi*cough*Dehlin*cough*Icouldgoonforalongtime*cough*

That "nasty feeling that I was aiding an agenda I wasn’t aware of at the time and wouldn’t have been entirely happy about" - frankly, bro, you're aiding and abetting still.